Can someone help me?
I'm trying my best
But I think I'm processing
I don't know where I stand.
Living in a life  where I can't understand nobody.
This is getting frustrating
I want to have fun
I'm almost 20
I want to have good memories.
I'm 19 now
Can i still be immature?
I feel like there isn't time for immaturity
I feel like I wasted my past for being immature
There's only one  or three things in my past that is called fun immaturity.
Im scared that I don't  have time to have the fun things that I  used to do
So why cant I still do it?
Since I'm a  last of age of the teens..
I've been trying work hard.
And trying to help them if they need to.
Theirs a lot of things that are on my mind.
I don't know how to figure it out.
Where do I stand?
Can somebody help me?
Someone is helping me out
but at the same time that person isn't really helping me.
She's just making everything worse on something's on me.
I don't get it?
Okay she must been smart went to a nice college


and works at a nice restaurant and a boyfriend like sometimes she wants me to be somebody that im not.

man i dono how im going to deal with this..